Hello (lyrics)

I've been alone with you inside my mind

And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times

I sometimes see you pass outside my door

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes

I can see it in your smile

You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide

'Cause you know just what to say

And you know just what to do

And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair

And tell you time and time again how much I care

Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow

Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are

And I wonder what you do

Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart

For I haven't got a clue

But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

'Cause I wonder where you are

And I wonder what you do

Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart

For I haven't got a clue

But let me start by saying ... I love you

"I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad."

I think maybe this lyrics suitable for me. I wish I live in a bank that is full of money $$!

Haiz.. Live without money really feels NO GOOD! 

Too bad. I wanna have a job but no one want to hire me.

why? I'm too CUTE? haha! Totally not I know. It because I'M too YOUNG! 

And just because they always ask you one question before hire you.

This is their question:

HOW OLD ARE YOU?

so if you're 15 years old. You can forget about it.

Why can't 15 years old can't get a job? 

Why 16 years old can only get a job? 

Aren't they just Almost the same?

Never mind. I'll wait. Cause 74 more days to go, and I'm 16 years old!

Live without money really can't do many things.. so bad! I hate money. But I need you money! XD

So everyday I stay at home doing nothing or going out spent my money. cause NO JOB. 

And I already have the feeling that I already having my school holiday. hehe..

Seriously, I have many things I wish to learn.

1st.

Piano.

Even maybe I learn before last time when my childhood. 

But I just learn for awhile and stop learning it again.

I really damn like playing piano. cause it give me to have a kind of FEEL. when I'm playing it,

2nd.

Dancing. 

3rd.

And the last is drums!

I know playing drums looks like boys. But then I feel that it looks so damn cool and fun playing drums. haha!

But I know what I wish is just a dream. A dream that wont come true.

So just forget about it.


Yesterday I went to cs. At there don't know where to go. so we decided to watch a movie.
We watched "Ocean Heaven"

This actually is a very touch movie. But then for me, I feel that got a bit boring.
The point is I almost become a ice in the cinema. It was damn cold inside. 
If you're with me. I won't be so cold. =)


Plot of this movie.

Ocean Heaven follows a terminally ill father working in an aquarium and struggles to look after his 22 year old autistic son Dafu (Wen Zhang)who attempts to find his son a suitable home before he passes away. The father Sam Wong (played by Jet Li) has single handedly brought up his son since his wife passed away 14 years ago and looks after him day and night attempting to help him learn basic tasks in order to care for himself. As the story goes along, you see the heart warming relationship between both father and son as well as the community around them, who become closer as the film develops. Many of the scenes are in the aquarium where Dafu is seen swimming with ease and tranquillity which has become some of the most memorable aspects of the film. He is also seen with dolphins. Ling ling (Kwai Lun-mei) plays the role of a clown who is part of a small circus and who gets on well with Dafu becoming friends which leads to them spending time together.

According to the U.S. Centres of Disease Control, one person out of every 110 is born with autism. It follows that China has over 10 million autism patients. Dafu, show many signs of autism by walking in straight lines and will only turn after stopping and turning, repeating after people constantly putting everything in perfect order. Dafu is seen as a happy character always wanting to play and be with companies.


After watching this movie, it makes me remind my daddy. I really miss him so much. 
Maybe he had done something wrong before. But for me, he is the best dad ever♥. 

Destiny is written in the stars, so whether you choose to wait or find it, either way it finds you.

This few days I'm crazy of Korean singers, espeacially GUYS! 
They're damn handsome and Oh my Gosh, I don't know I'm going to use what to say about them. HAHA! 
This all is my lovely cousin (Karen) faults! She always sing those songs infront of me and keep saying them. 
And now I realize that they really very handsome. 

Jaejoong♥. Yea. His handsome! haha!

Jongjyun♥. His cool too.






I'm going to fall in love with them soon. haha! But don't worry, cause I already have H.I.M.
So I don't need them anymore, even how handsome they are. 
All I want is just YOU♥!




Today went to school was just a damn boring day. 
This is what I do in school every time I went to school after my lovely PMR.

→ play poker.

→ sleep.

→ eat.

→ And do the same thing all over again.

Now you know how boring I am at school.  haiz..

And today, all Form 3 seta gurls have to go to EC school for don't know what thing about kebudayaan one.

Seriously, it is damn boring.

But the most important thing was not about the performance. The most important thing was now I finally found that SETA is so damn low. You know what? After pmr, those ec students can bring phone, play games that more fun than us. Not like us every day just listen to the teacher scolding us, give lecture. All this are just boring, and actually most of the students won't listen to the teacher. This make us rather stay at home doing nothing than coming to school doing something that is freaking boring. This totally not our fault.

Why cant our school let us do something more fun or interesting? But I know our school except giving talk, it will still be the same giving talk. Never mind, I forgive our school. haha. Not modern at all. You see, even ec school also got air-conditioner in their hall. How about us? Fine. I know we should protect our earth. Don't use air-conditioner! SAVE EARTH! HAHAHA!

Yeah! Tomorrow going to cs food street with my abnormal cousin! HAHA! Gonna be crazy of food tomorrow. And the point is going to be FAT just in one day. Never mind, I'll diet after tomorrow. haha. It will be fine. 

ILOVEYOU♥. 

Today was totally a super tired day. My friend and I went to the court at Taman Johor Jaya 1 to play ping pong. 

We play about 2 hours, then went to eat ice kacang. Actually after that we wanna play bowling 1, but there were too many people. So our "plan" cancel. 

But then I went for a hair cut and now, i'm damn regret! Now make me feel wanna die! dammit. v ugly until scare to go out ady. haiz.. whatever. 

I promise that I wont cut my hair anymore and forever!

Countdownnnn!!!
yayyy! 4 more days! 

still 4 more days and my freedom is coming soon! just 3 more subject waiting for me. I'll try my best and do it well. after pmr many things wanna do dy. Holiday! I'm coming towards you =) 

hope my pmr results will get good marks..

Sometimes I really don't know what you want me to do. 

You don't ever trust me before. I said I got study, you say I dint and I just keep sms and play. 

Then if I answer you I yala I dint study. I everyday just keep playing and just know how to play. 

Then you'll scold me again. And said if I like then keep on doin la. So, seriously what you want me to do! Sometimes I really confuse am I your daughter. 

Whatever I have done was just WRONG! So in my life, I dint do anything right before. I shouldn't come to this world.

 I come to this world just let people hate ! right? Fine..